𝄞₊ ⊹ Dear diary...𓏲𝄢

hii! welcome to my blog ♡ this is where i type down all my little stories and life events, like a cute personal diary! albeit, my life is not that eventful, so don't expect much T_T
thanks for visiting my blog!!

blog entries ☆


it's been 2 weeks!
death recovery
new blog ui!!
it's been a whileee
ramblings...
blood test (T_T)
first blog entry! ☆

it's been 2 weeks!

hiii!!! it's been 2 weeks, but it feels like i haven't coded in forever!! well, if u think about 2 weeks being half a month THEN it feels longer, anyways I've been drawing a lot!! I've gotten better, and I actually have a fully rendered drawing now! well, nearly there... anyway i just wanted to write a blog entry, it makes me happy doing these cause i just get to yap and yap and yap and it looks pretty on a webpage i made myself! im rewatching blue lock because of s2 and omg s2.. i was SO excited and then i was dissappointed 😭😭 honestly no fault to the animators, , i heard their conditions,, greedy people always ruin everything!!!!! at least ep 4 looked nice, they had to do the ngro episode justice but non bllk fans hating on the animation is so annoying everyone thinks blue locks sucks now cause of the animation!!!!!! and my schools internet system is down, so tomorrow i get to leave school at 1 o'clock since last hours of school on Fridays are like special extra curricular things and they need internet for it which is nice!! and my lightbulb popped which super scared me..
it was a short entry but I just wanted to write something down!! bye bye! 7/11/24 22:50 xx

death recovery

hello world hows it been,,, 6 whole entire fat days of no coding! ive finally properly recovered from my illness, except I have a little (REEEEAALLLLLYYYY BIG DESTRUCTIVE) cough and its KILLING me lord help i wanna rip out my esophagus sometimes i get into cough attacks and i can see heaven also i rewatched evangelion! it's my annual rewath of evangelion that I've been doing since 2020! cruel angel thesis is such a scrumptious tantalising opening 🤤🤤 re watched allll the rebuild movies to! i cried a lot to it, everytime i hear one of the characters scream in need or anything i break into tears it's so sad they're just 14.. W...aaaaaaaaa... and im so incredibly obsessed with kaworu oh my god i love kaworu so much the (second to bachira) love of my life he is so beautiful and lovely and amazing and just oh my god i love him so so much kawoshin is my favourite ship like ever just ever and also BLUE LOCK SEASON 2 IS OUT it was so peak i was so scared for the animation but it's not even bad at all i literally counted down the seconds from 16:50 I literally seracehd for it as SOOOON as the clock hit 17:00 i watched that episode i loved it and starting it with rin and sae was NOTTTTT ok 8-bit when I catch u.... also NOEL NOA WHEN I CATCH U I HATEEEEE TGIS DUMB CHAPTER WHY WOULD U DO THISSSS TO MY GLORIOUS ISAGI I HATE U NOEL NOA OMGH WHY LORD NOA KYS KYS KYS KYS I HATE SEEING HIM SAD IM SO HAPPY HE HAD A HAPPY BACKSTORY THERE IS NO WAY I COULD DEAL WITH A TRAUMATISED ISAGI HE EVEN HAS A NOEL NOA FIGURINE IN HIS ROOM AND A FAT POSTER UGHHH HE LOOKED UP TO HIM SO MUCH HIS IDOL IT WASN'T EVEN THAT DEEP BUT IT WAS THAT DEEP TO ME 💔💔 I HATE THIS SO SO MUCH ISAGI BOUTTA GET THE BEST COMEBACK IN NEWGEN ANIME HISTORY MARK MY WORDS NOEL NOA U R NOT SAFE I WILL GET U
anyways bai check out my microblog for art and sm asphie coded photos byebye! xx 06/10/24 00:23

new blog ui!!

hellauurrrrr i made a new interface!!! i really really really like it!! anyway now i get to yap... on thursday i got a detention for forgetting my football boots and my pen... but the teacher never told me i had detention so when i came home my mom was SUPERRR mad at me cause she thought i skipped detention on purpose so i was gonna have a 90 min detention on Friday.... so i was super mad because i did NOT deserve a whole hour 30!!! i only needed to do 30!! thankfully the teacher believed me so i only got 30 mins, i felt bad for my little brother though because he had to wait the whole time!! now that im in yr 9, he's joined year 7 so he has to go everywhere with me! at least now i have someone to go to greggs with...and if he gets extra money from someone we half whatever snack he buys!! also i can't wait for the next blue lock leaks omgg the shock on my face when i saw igaguri being unbenched. bro is NOT saving the field 😭🙏 but actually he is i think igaguris foul drawing thing is gonna open up a lot of penalty and free kicks!! actually i think that's how the last goal is gonna go, of course im definitely not expecting igaguri to do a full 180 and kill the field but he's not being unbenched for no reason. probably just here to get other players some free kicks, so at least he's not completely useless! looking forward to next chapter! ok byebyeeyeye 22/09/24 19:29

it's been a whileee

wowww it's been like a zillion years since i wrote one of these!! and a lot has happened!! like how my brain COMPLETELY turned off it's coding switch and I was idealess for 2 weeks... very very bleak moment. national asphie doesn't know what to code day hooray... also school started (sad face) (crying face) (very very very miserable face) it was fun talking to my friends at least.. but me and my friends have like, ZERO classes together. Which is insane!! like there's 8 of them, not even one... ughhhhh and also every class i js sit there and zone out until the last second where i reread everything on my book and then i understand what im meant to.. so that's nice. but it's so borimggggg and i got a detention on my first day back for talking 💔 which was also super annoying!! anyway also i am NOT changing the blog I actually kinda like how it looks :33 and ive been drawing a lot recently! maybe I'll make a gallery, who knows... *enter suspense music* i can't be bothered to write down how i feel about blue lock (geek about it for a paragraph) so I'll just do it tomorrow!! ok bye bye 00:52 14/09/24

ramblings...

lately ive been playing pjsk a lot.. and i think I've been cursed T_T literally every time i want to full combo a song i have to try twice cuz i always get 1 miss.. 1 miss!! also I've been drawing a bit more lately, ive been having way more fun with art, when you realise not everything has to be finished it gets a lot more fun, for me at least though ☆ this was more of a short blog entry, but i just wanted to type something down. also, here's my pjsk id! add me! 510416364515819522 xx - 8/04/24 13:23 AND GUYS HAVE YOU SEEN THE NEW BLUE LOCK OFFICIAL ART WJATTTT

blood test (T_T)

today was weird! i woke up at 6am, and my siblings were awake (except my little brother) and because it wasn't like, morning bright, i thought i took a nap in the middle of the afternoon and had woke up. even when i woke up, i felt super awake! but then i realised, i hadn't had breakfast, or done the blood test or anything! so then i thought i slept in alll the way into the afternoon but i remembered my mum would've woken me up to go to the blood test! so i woke up, asked my sister what the time was and when she said 6am, i went STRAIGHT back to sleep and then was woken up by my mum 5 hours later to go to the blood test. when i actually did it, they put numbing spray on which did nothing! i didn't really mind it though, but the tight thing they put on my arm hurt T_T i ended up missing mosque because of the time the blood test was at! also it's my dad's birthday! my little sister is making him a card, and me, my brothers and my sister are gonna make a cake! my dad always makes sure our birthdays are the best they can be, so obviously we have to return the favour. 🍀 i also had a dream where i was like, on top of a microwave in the middle of the clouds and i couldn't turn it on, and then a bathtub started talking to me and saying it's because i was pressing the buttons with my toes.. and then i woke up.. does anyone ever have meaningful dreams?
bye for now then, signing off!
xx - 8/01/24 15:58

first blog! ☆

wowow! blog page is finally done ~ ! anyways now i can talk about whatever i want on my own little internet diary ☆ also guess what yesterday i went to my aunties house (which was so fun! my cousins are so adorable!!) and we were meant to stay over at their house, so we took our devices with us (which we never usually do, but its a sleepover so it's different!) but we had to leave early, and guess what... i left my tablet at their house (T__T) ๑ ♡ 🍀 and so we had to wait for a day to get them back.. it may sound like it's not even that bad but when you live in a 2 bedroom house with a family of 7, there's like, NOTHING 2 do. i played minecraft on my older brothers xbox though, which was super fun! i love how my house looks! maybe I'll post a picture later! and i played some football in the garden with my little brother which was fun too, but it was short lived cause i kicked the ball over the fence.. oops..! anyways i have a blood test tmrw!! my gp thinks i may have anemia cuz im always dizzy when I get up and my vision blacks out for a bit, but i don't wanna wake up early to get there..
I'll write another one tmrw after i do the blood test, so see you soon! 🍀
xx - 7/31/24 23:20